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Kiss
A kiss can mean more
Than a rainstorm of angels,
So whenever you are blue:
Remember the touch of my lips on
yours
When I give my love to you.
A touch can mean more
Than a sunbeam from heaven,
So whenever you feel
depressed:
Imagine my fingers entwining with yours
And the sensation of my caress.
A sound can mean more
Than
a shooting star,
So whenever you want me near;
Think of my voice when I whisper
I love you in your ear.
Allure
Mystic romantic,
Drawing me near,
Piercing my eyes,
Wanting me near.
Seeing my beauty,
He calls to
my mind,
In search of the woman
He's longing to find.
Wandering over,
I sense his desire,
For this
woman that
Sets his heart on fire.
Catching his glance,
Burning his stare,
Running my fingers
Through
his silky blonde hair,
I tease him with my kiss,
With a sensual melody,
Seducing his mind,
Of sexy fantasy.
And after I delight him
With one last kiss,
I leave him to wonder
Who this woman really is.
Dedication
My sky is now blue,
The chains have been broken,
I give you these words
As a special token
Of my love
for you,
And what you have done,
You took away darkness
And gave me the sun.
The story of our love
Shows
fate to be true,
I really believe
I'm meant to be with you.
For with each kiss we share,
My happiness
grows,
Our love shines bright
And I know that it shows.
So I promise you honey,
Even though we're apart,
You're always on my mind
And forever in my heart.
Magical Night
Shining stars of blood red light
Glow in the sheet of purple sky.
The waves crash on the pale sand,
And the
breeze sails silently by.
In a spell of deep passion in the dark,
Two lovers lay bewitched.
Charmed with desire
and a long to love
They share a stolen kiss.
Surrounded by candles, glowing with fire,
They make love in the
crystal twilight.
Alone with their hearts on fire
Enchanted by the mystical night.
Until light bursts through
the sky
And the stars begin to fade,
The night disappears for another day
But the kisses never end.
New Love
A descent
Into a silent Hell,
Filled with perpetual drones.
Cold and dull.
My world plunged
Down,
deeper and didnt stop
Until stopped dead
By a burning flame.
Unsure but curious,
I allowed myself to be
intoxicated by something
I had never known before-
Love took over me.
End To Eternity
Eternity ends with a tear.
I never thought it would come to this,
But the pain stabs through my heart.
A maze
of emotion and you're lost.
You knew me once, when I was beautiful;
Now, I'm fading and you no longer see.
I'm
not here anymore,
I'm trapped in my mind,
Slowly disappearing away from the world.
I thought you'd save me;
I'm passed being saved.
Nobody notices, not even my love.
Find a new rose-
All that's left of me
Is
the thorns.
False Hope
Do you love me, or love me not?
You told me once but I forgot.
The writings in blood, upon the wall-
Tell me
now, or not at all.
You promised eternal love's true bliss,
From the very first roses, to the very last kiss.
But
love labours lost, and you broke my heart,
Kicked me when I was down, tore it apart.
Love is blind, and I couldn't
see
That lust was all you wanted from me.
So kill me softly, and watch me cry,
As the promise you made fades
and dies.
Leave me in my world of broken dreams,
In the knowing that love is not what it first seems.
Insecurity
If questioning would make me wise,
I wouldnt gaze into his eyes,
To find out what I wish to know,
For I cant
bear to be alone.
If questioning showed me the way,
My life would not be led by fate.
But the future holds
grief and tears.
And nothing can control my fears.
Lost Love
He left without me.
I wanted to go too
But he made me stay.
I want him still.
Now I can hear his
silent cries
His pain and anger.
I understand his urge to leave.
I need him still.
I wanted to stop
him.
But he assured me that he would be fine.
And after a soft kiss through heart-broken tears
He pulled the
trigger.
I love him still.
Weak Man
Watch me silently scream for help,
Hear me cry for more,
You never see what's in my heart-
Hiding behind the door.
I live each day in an endless dream
That you'll kiss these tears away.
I say I love you all the time,
But you're too scared to say.
If you open my heart and find what's inside,
A dying soul of tears-
You
walk away for one last time,
Blinded by your fears.
I'll never be the heavenly angel
That you want to see,
I'm just the thorn of a wilted rose
That's all you'll let me be.
They say I'll live without you,
But i've
already gone.
The only reminder of your one true love.
Her broken-hearted song.
My Sunshine
Dazzle the angels
With your magnetic charm,
The smile that stops the rain from falling.
You'll never know
How you lock me up
In a heart-shaped cage.
Drunk on sweet love.
But why me?
I'm a chaotic potion of bursting bubbles.
I'll love you forever....
You make me fly
Above the scarlet rainclouds.
Unrequited - A Fantasy of You
You're polluting my head
With sickly sweet hearts.
I want you,
I want you to want me.
But I'm not a princess any longer-
Your world doesn't revolve
Around me.
I promise you anything,
Everything.
Still you play games....
It's trick or treat with my heart.
I wish for it to disappear
But lull myself to sleep
With the dream
Of a love story.
This is no fairytale....
For the moment I'll live in it
And dream happily ever after.
You
I'm so tired
Of catching on
to one star
After another.
None of them
giving me light.
No warmth.
I either get
burnt
Or frozen.
But you - you
make me tingle,
You make me glow.
I am beautiful
with you.
I fear you'll
turn.
A black dwarf
taking my life away.
For now I'll
hope,
I'll pray.
Nervous, I wonder
Do you love me
for me?
Can I show you
myself?
I'm scared to
know.
While I'm away
from you,
Whispers of anticipation
fill my head.
As I set myself
on fire,
Over a photograph.
Will you kiss
me as I've dreamt of?
For minutes,
hours, days?
I can only dream
Until we're reunited.
Be The One
Why is it
That everytime I
close my eyes
You're there?
My wings are carrying
me
On a cloud that's so high,
Higher than heaven.
Fantasy? As always...
But this time it's different.
Maybe this is it -
The moment that I
live in
Everyday
You make me shiver.
You make me smile
Like a little girl.
I fear being hurt;
That you'll turn into
the men
Who kill my spirit.
Be the man I love.
Love me.
Song for Love
Love is me
Smiling at a photograph,
Imagining a fairy tale.
Love is a sweet disease
Eating away at my body and mind.
Sparkling. Shining. Blinding.
Love is sleeping and awakening
To you.
Not doing anything.
But just being - in my head.
Love is being scared at the next move
But not wanting you to leave,
Wanting those kisses to last all night.
Wishing u to feel the same.
Love is wanting that again.
Longing for the day
When I can simply see you.
Feel fire burning away inside.
Love is this song,
Words flowing so fast,
Too many to write.
You're my inspiration.
Love is never wanting this to stop.
This fantasy of seeing you again.
Spell-bound by you.
Love is you and me.
Longing
Life is never simple.
Love is simply impossible.
When two people joined in heart
Cannot be together.
I promise to dull your pain,
To give you all you need,
All you want.
But there's a wall
I can't seem to break.
You hold the tools
To make your way through,
To my side. To me.
I'm finding the strength to wait-
And I will.
Give me a chance
To make your sunshine.
Make it possible.
Simple Love.
Stranger
It's heaven watching you.
No need to talk.
No need to touch.
All I want is to watch
My perfect stranger.
For an hour
Twice a week
You're my world.
Sapphire light illumintes
The dullest room.
While I sit in hidden beauty,
You glance at me
And I melt into a puddle
Of bubbling gold.
You'll never be mine-
But that's ok.
You're there, my secret fantasy.
Unknown to you,
Unknown to me.
I Want It My Own Way
I'm a bitch to say
I don't want her to have you,
That there's another in my heart.
When I'm flying high on alcoholic bubbles,
I can't help myself.
You're gorgeous,
You're there.
Stronger than me.
You're with her now,
Not thinking about me.
I'm alone.
I wanted you to leave forever,
To stop screwing with my head.
Like a moth to a flame-
However faded-
You return
And I'm being that bitch again.
Passion
Passion so intense
Sparkling between us,
Exploding into stars
Raining down on our bodies
Together in firey heat.
You could be what I want-
My knight to save this
Fading Cinderalla.
But I'm scared to say.....
All my bubbles
Always burst into tears
And I can't cry anymore
I want arms to hold me,
Lips to kiss me,
A heart to love me.
Will that heart be yours?
I hope so.
Hard Decision
Torn between blondes:
A sexy stranger
Falling for me.
Piercing me with heat.
A shy friend,
Like love-struck teens
We long for something,
We don't know how to find.
One who wants and gets,
One who wants but can't,
One who stirs me up,
In a cauldron of fire,
One who makes me melt
Wanting his arms around me.
I want to find my way out of this maze,
I'm either lost, alone,
Or trapped between them,
Stuck at crossroads.
Feel like a bitch,
But roses yellow or red,
Are as beautiful
As white.
I'm all over this page,
Torn, confused, alone.
Longing for an escape
To anywhere
Other than here.
The tears inside,
Sting every part of me,
I miss the warmth
Of entwined hands,
Happiness,
Love.
Torn.
Butterflies
Butterflies
Fluttering inside me,
Singing the melody
Of sparkling diamonds,
Forcing beams of light
Sapphire shining,
From my body
As I wait for you.
Anticipating the kiss,
And the intensity
Between our eyes,
As we long to say
Forbidden words-
Words that lead to
Undiscovered roads,
Anxious to be explored.
Do I want to leap from this height?
Dive to the bottom of this ocean?
Unprotected
I wait for you,
With the butterflies.
Inspired By You
I want to lock myself
In a dream,
A dream of us alone,
In a world without rain,
A world without the pain,
Of other people.
You make me feel
Like the beauty queen
I long to be.
You notice things about
me,
That don't shine through
to others.
You can complete me
With one kiss,
And with that kiss,
We'll close our eyes,
And fly away into the
dream.
I promise you everything,
I'll be your sun, your
stars and universe,
If you'll let me.
Until then I'll lock myself
Away in a dream,
A dream of you and me.
Love Song ( For someone )
You say you love me
More than words,
But that's not what I need.
Words are meaningless
In the air,
They can't promise me anything.
You say you want me to forget,
But I just can't let go,
Your words pull me closer,
Tears fall when I'm alone.
My mind plays black and white movies
Of laying next to you,
Of red hot kisses,
Burning through me-
I want this to come true.
I started to fall in love with you,
Although I refused to say,
But I'm scared to let it grow now,
The pain won't go away.
There's always a cloud
Blocking my sun,
The tunnel has no light,
Are you strong enough to help me through
To the other side?
Are these words a waste of time...
Meaningless in the air?
I'm torn between my heart and mind
Love caught me unprepared.
I'm here and you can have me,
I can't promise for how long.
If it happens I'll be happy in knowing,
This isn't a wasted love song.
To Someone From The Past
Dancing with bubbles
Of champagne,
All I wanted
Was to lay with you
And feel your fingers
Walk along my arm
Sending electric pulses
Up and down my spine.
Daydreaming on wings
Of sultry red,
I read your words
Flowing through cyberspace
And fell into a cloud
Floating through melted gold.
But I woke up.
And in this reality,
In the real world
You're not the man I want.
You're not even a man.
I'm not asking for a platinum plated
Supermodel hero.
Just someone who'll love me
The way you didn't.
I'll dance on bubbles,
I'll float on my cloud
Singing my own song.
Until the man I know I love
The one I hope loves me,
Brings me back to reality
But keeps me floating.
Can't Let Go Of You
You've pulled me down,
Deeper,
Than I've ever been before.
You're my addiction
That won't ever leave.
I float up in my bubble towards the sun,
Until your heat melts it
Into a pool of blood
On my bathroom floor.
Because you call to me,
Because you crawl under my skin,
Because to me you're perfect.
And I'm sorry for the way I ended it,
I just wanted to forget.
But no other stars
Shine as bright as you.
I wish you wanted me,
But you dont,
And I'm left here wondering,
How much further I'll fall.
I Hate and I Love
'I hate and I love; you might want to know why. I don't know, but I feel it happening,
and I am in hell' - Catullus
I love you.
Electric splinters down my spine
When I think of your body laying with mine.
And warmth glows around me
Holding you hand,
Thinking I'm with my perfect man.
And to think you said
You'd give everything up,
No matter what it would take.
And to think of that kiss
That made me smile
And the happiness it made.
I hate you.
Pain splinters down my spine
Knowing you were never mine.
The heavenly bliss
Momentary - the fuse exploded
And now it's come to this.
And to think I said I was strong,
You've dissolved me to a tear,
The hate wouldn't hurt half as much,
If my love for you disappeared.
Weak Man Part II
Like rose tinted poison
You deceived me into thinking
You were the sweetest wine.
Three little words
Made me believe
That you were really mine.
And now I've been
Washed up on the shore of reality
Writing those words
In the sand.
And that's all they'll be,
Until the tide comes in,
Until you realise it means
That you'll have to be strong.
And although I'm shattered
Into a million glass pieces,
Reflecting my tears for you,
You'll always be weaker than me.
Because I know what love can be,
And you're too scared
To let it be you and me.
Changes
Out of the blue
You tell me she's gone,
But her shadow
Remains in your heart.
And all I can think about
Is losing myself in your arms,
Melting into your touch,
Not wanting to wait,
But having to if I want you.
Scared of breaking even more
You saw the dragon in me,
Breathing flames and living tears.
But now there's hope.
I can be your happy pill,
I can be your absynth,
Your esctasy,
Your painkiller.
Overdose yourself on me
And let me work my magic,
I'll transform your world
Into euphoric happiness,
And in returm
You'll give me heaven.
My Hangover
You're my perfectly made
Gin and tonic,
On a melting summer's day.
But one is not enough for me
And I drink myself away.
You're happiness for two hours,
Once or twice a week,
And after I've had you I feel
I've reached the very peak.
The height of dizzy ecstasy,
The pure warm loved up flame,
The top of the sunkissed world,
I longed to see again.
But then the paradise fades away,
And i'm left with burning pain,
An aching deep inside me,
Knowing I've done it again.
Lost myself in something false,
Temporary and untrue,
And fooling myself into thinking
That heaven was found in you..
The more I have of you,
The more I hurt.
And it can't go on much longer...
So the gin and tonic has to go.
I need someone stronger.
Helpless
I never want to meet him,
Seeing the tears he caused,
Feeling the pain inside,
The heart I love so much.
The thought drills a hole
Bleeding inside me
Imagining what he did.
To talk to him, see him
Pretend he's one of us
Who love you,
Makes me sink
Into a flood of dread.
And you're so strong.
You hold me up
When I want to fall.
But now I see the tears
Rusting your armour.
All I can do is hold you
And wipe away your tears,
(My own pain a distant star),
And try and love you
The way he didn't
And try and heal your scars.
But one day
I'll come face to face
With the bullet that made you bleed,
And all I'll be able to do
Is smile.
A hopeless heroine holding your hand.
Ex
Watching him I realise
I've never loved him more.
But locking up my heart
I had to imprison
The flame that he ignites.
Breathing the same air,
I exist for one smile,
And I realise
He's always been the one;
The one that frosts my world
In diamonds.
A muted devotion.
I have to silence
My screams of 'I love you';
Hoping that maybe this fairytale
Will have a happy ending.
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